frustration

I have hit a few snags with my latest project. I feel very scatterbrained, and unable to focus. What should be a fun, easy project has been unraveled twice now. I digress....

It's also been crazy with work. I have posted resumes all over and have heard nothing. My resume is one gigantic step down. I have to find a happy medium job between what I am doing now and what I really want to do.

I have been feeling very down for no apparent reason.... again. I suppose they call that depression. I feel bad for Mike because he wants to make me happy. I WANT to be happy, ugh. I SHOULD be happy. Rah.
**Bright side**

Mike's company has a resource for counseling. They direct you to someone who can help in the health insurance network. Score.

**Brighter side**

Knitting with Erin tonight, and girls' night is Friday!!

Knitting for Zen

My sister has a blog by that title.

It makes a lot of sense.

This weekend has been interesting, to say the least. I find escape in my knitting. I feel as if I am entranced, and all worries fade away.

Knitting is my anti-drug.

Some people might reach for the whiskey, bong, or pill bottle. I, my friends reach for my circular needles and a skein of alpaca.

That is all.