frustration

I have hit a few snags with my latest project. I feel very scatterbrained, and unable to focus. What should be a fun, easy project has been unraveled twice now. I digress....

It's also been crazy with work. I have posted resumes all over and have heard nothing. My resume is one gigantic step down. I have to find a happy medium job between what I am doing now and what I really want to do.

I have been feeling very down for no apparent reason.... again. I suppose they call that depression. I feel bad for Mike because he wants to make me happy. I WANT to be happy, ugh. I SHOULD be happy. Rah.
**Bright side**

Mike's company has a resource for counseling. They direct you to someone who can help in the health insurance network. Score.

**Brighter side**

Knitting with Erin tonight, and girls' night is Friday!!

Knitting for Zen

My sister has a blog by that title.

It makes a lot of sense.

This weekend has been interesting, to say the least. I find escape in my knitting. I feel as if I am entranced, and all worries fade away.

Knitting is my anti-drug.

Some people might reach for the whiskey, bong, or pill bottle. I, my friends reach for my circular needles and a skein of alpaca.

That is all.

hooray

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My first BLOG!

I set up this blog to more thoroughly integrate myself into the world of RAVELRY! Plus, MySpace is lame.

I'm not sure if anyone other than my fabulous sister will read this anytime soon, but what the hell, right?

I'm very happily married to an amazing man. --honest. I never thought I'd be married at 23, but I'm stoked that I am.

I have a six year old step-daughter and I think I'm ready for a baby of my own soon. We'll see how that goes.

I work at The UPS Store. Kind of thankless, but it suits my needs for now.

More later....